Monday, January 18, 2021

Will Things Really Get Better

 We are on the cusp of new leadership in America. And I, for one, am glad. These last four years have been so chaotic. I know there will be people who will want to remind me of the booming economy we USED to have. I didn't get any benefits at all from the economy. Did you? I live entirely on a fixed income so I didn't get any boosts. I did, however, tighten my belt because I feared what may come. And these past couple of weeks have born that out.

No one could have seen a pandemic coming. But we should have been prepared for it. We had a pandemic office at the federal government but something happened to it. And we were just simply not ready to help Americans get through it. We didn't have enough masks. We didn't have enough hospital beds. We didn't have enough healthcare workers. And we have lost almost 400,000 Americans. My heart goes out to those 400,000 families and friends. I have (so far) been lucky that I have not lost a loved one to this horrible virus.

How has your town or city handled the pandemic? Mine hasn't taken it seriously at all. And we appeared on a list of the 10 worst cities in America back in December. (worst for the number of cases we had) We are a pretty small community compared to New York City but we have been devastated by the virus. Our small (<100 bed) hospital was overwhelmed for a bit. Our health care workers are exhausted and many have had to suffer with the virus too. Our county commission had a temporary member (an anesthesiologist, no less) on the board that just didn't believe the virus was real. So he refused to get on board with encouraging simple things like mask wearing, social distancing, etc. He went as far as to suggest we use essential oils to ward of the virus he didn't believe existed. Oh my! No wonder we were a hot spot. And I love my essential oils!!

I will hold my breath as this new administration gets started. I pray they will get partisan help. I want to see the United States of America to really be the great country it can be. We will all need to do our part. It is time to become UNITED. Because if we remain divided I am afraid our democracy will fail and fall. On you onboard? 

Monday, January 11, 2021



Outside my window...Today is January 11, 2021. That feels strange to even type. 2021. Can you remember when we were getting ready for 2000? Y2K and all that jazz? Seems like just yesterday and it was 21 (TWENTY-ONE) years ago. An entire generation of kids have been born and reached full adulthood. I have two granddaughters who will both become 21 years old this year. This is evidence that time certainly slips away in the most rapid way. Anyway....the sun was shining today and it was in the low 50's. No snow. A crazy weather day for January in Kansas. How is the weather in your neck of the woods?

Pondering..I can't help but continue to ponder the current state of affairs for country.  The news is filled with people who tried to destroy the democracy of America. I always took for granted that I would live in a democracy. Not so much anymore. We can never, again, let our guards down. And, through no fault of our own (well, maybe there are some that we can blame) a horrible pandemic continues to rage through our country. It has finally reached my family. Harley, my granddaughter, tested positive last Monday. Just three days after being at my house. Her case is mild and she has continued to work. She works at a nursing home and that is their rules. Unless you are running a fever you must report to work. She did miss one day. She has exclusively worked the Covid unit since testing positive. I do not understand the rationale behind having people continue to work except there would be no one to take care of the elders if they sent them all home. Many of the workers at our local nursing homes and hospital have tested positive. We are a hotspot in the nation. But we are also a town who refuses to wear masks and scream about our rights!!! So there is that.

Watching...I have watched too much news. I need to turn the channel. I do enjoy You Tube videos of home decorating, DIY's, cooking, etc. But I feel like it is my duty to keep up with the current news. 

Reading/Listening...I am currently listening to A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara. It is good. Hard to listen to at times. But a very 'real' story of four guys lives who were friends through and beyond college. 


Creating...I have not been creating anything. I gave up on my bullet journal last year. I hope to get back to it this year. I don't decorate my mantle for the seasons anymore. My Christmas tree is still in the corner, partially decorated. I will get to it. Maybe. Soon. Or later. 

Learning...I am learning the same lessons we are all learning right now. Do we really know our neighbors? I have lost family and friends over the past year because of differing political beliefs. I know many of my neighbors supported the opposite candidate from me. Now I wonder...are they safe? Or do they want to kill those of us who don't agree with them. I know that sounds cynical. But, did you watch TV last Wednesday. 

Planning....I really do have plans for the new year. I am going to get all of these rooms gone through and down-sized. Come hell or high water. Have I said that before? 

Eating...I love soup. And I eat a lot of it. Right now, in the crock-pot, is Mexican Chicken soup. And a lot of it. I will be eating it all week. But I don't mind that.

Drinking....Water and coffee. And an occasional coke or gingerale.

Thankful for...I am thankful for my family. I am thankful for both of my sons. Both have their own struggles and I will support them through everything. I am thankful for my grandkids. The ones who I know where they are and the one I haven't a clue. 

A quote to share...

How is the new year going for you?

Thursday, January 7, 2021

Just Let Trump be Trump

 How many times did I hear just that when listening to the news during the last four years. Well, they let Trump be Trump and see what happened yesterday. I wish I could say I was shocked and surprised. But, I wasn't. Not even a little bit. For the past four years I have watched this president "just be Trump." You watched too. But did you see it the same way I saw it?

This is not the first time I have written about Donald Trump on my blog. But I hope it will be the last time. I hope something is now done about him. At least he did not win the election. I have been speaking out about this president since he was elected. Actually, before he was elected. I have lost family and friends because of him. They bought into his bullshit. And I just can't let things go. I knew he would not be good for America. I knew he would bring us more problems than he brought us any good. In my opinion, he is not a good man. Good men have a completely different DNA than Donald Trump. 

One of the main reasons I did not like him is that he is a LIAR. He lied and he lied and he lied. And there were very few people who could stand up to him. I would hear things like: "but the economy is good", or "the Stock Market is better than it has ever been". America sold her soul for money. It's as simple as that. I would rather die poor tomorrow than die thinking I did not speak out about this man.

What I watched yesterday on TV was disgusting. It was terrifying. It was abnormal. It was amoral. And it was incited by the president of the United States of America. And that should give all of us pause. I listened to his entire speech yesterday. The one where he stood behind a bullet proof screen and told his crazed supporters that "we will never give up." "YOU'LL NEVER TAKE BACK OUR COUNTRY WITH WEAKNESS. YOU HAVE TO SHOW STRENGTH AND YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG". Those were his words. Then they marched down Pennsylvania Avenue to the Capitol Building and overtook it with anger and violence. FOUR PEOPLE WERE KILLED. Four of his supporters. But nevertheless, KILLED. His own attorney, Rudy Giuliani, told the supporters, at the same rally, that we needed to have "trial by combat". 

I am appalled.  But, more than 7 million people voted for him in 2020. 7 million!!! Did those people believe what he has fed to them for four years? Or are there that many people who are just in it for the fight? If he just gave them the best economy and the greatest stock markets of all time, what are they so angry about?? That he lost?? Maybe some of them should have worked harder to get him re-elected. I know how hard I worked to see that he not be re-elected. 

He will be gone in two weeks. But in the meantime what more harm will come to America? What can be done to prevent this in the future? I am going to do everything I can to make sure those who supported him in Washington D.C.will not get to continue with their dream to become president. I'm looking at you Josh Hawley and Ted Cruz. I hold you both responsible for the part you played in this. But there are many others. Their is a long, long list of those who enabled him and just turned their heads. 

A lot of people said, "just let Trump be Trump."