This is part of my 31 Day Five Minute Free Writes challenge within a challenge Letters to Richard...my recently deceased husband. I will be linking up with 31 Day Challenge at The Nester's as well as at Heading Home. For a list of all my letters you can go here.
I am stuck! I feel so alone and isolated. I feel as if I am standing in this same spot. The spot where I was on July 21, 2014 when you left me. The world has gone on. The sun continues to shine. People are going about their business. And I am stuck!
My life feels empty. Taking care of you filled my days. There were hard days as you are well aware. There were many days when I didn't think I could go on for one more day. But we did. We had each other and we plodded forward. I know that you felt bad for what I was going through. And I am sorry for that. It was never my intention to make you feel bad. It was just hard. It was hard for both of us.
I wonder how you are. Where you are. Are you stuck? I talk to you often. Do you hear me? I know, with time, I will get un-stuck and be able to move forward. But for now I just miss you very, very much.....