I have been all over the place for the past month. I have run out of steam. I have been depressed. I am confused and unsure if I wanted to continue to write in my blog. I have been pissed off. (Yeah, you were right, bro, it seems like I am making everyone around me mad) I will admit that I am feeling lost. I don't know why. I have a lot on my plate. Taking care of a invalid husband AND two teenagers is not easy. It is NOT a cakewalk. And sometimes I just don't deal with it very well. So there....
Anyway. On to the next chapter. I hope that all of you who used to read can find me again. And all of you who offered me so much hope and support, thanks for being there while I went on a little hiatus. I didn't really go anywhere. I just kept my writing private for awhile. But now I have decided that it is not me who has done ANYTHING wrong. What I am going through is the normal grieving process. I am not going to sugar coat it. I am not going to apologize for it. If you don't like reading about it, then just delete my blog. You don't have to come here. And if you are only here to spy and gossip then that is YOUR problems shining through. Not mine. Hopefully I will give you something to talk about. {smile}.
Now lets get back to blogging, shall we?
Good for you for creating an outlet--to process, to vent, to think...
ReplyDeleteThat is what I have to do....for my sanity! Thanks for hanging in there with me!
DeleteSo happy that you are back, Paula. Prayers are with you.
ReplyDeleteTake care of you.
Thank you so much. It is hard to take time for oneself but so important
DeleteDon't let what other's think get you down. You can't please everyone (despite my desperate attempt to). I am glad to see you back. I would feel very sad to know I wouldn't know what is going on.
ReplyDeleteThat is my problem too. Trying to please everyone and make everything perfect.
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