We have good days and we have bad days. Hope you will follow along....A TO Z!
I have often used the term roller coaster
To describe this journey we are on.
We climb the highest hills so slowly
And then we come racing down.
We take the curves together.
And hold on for dear life.
And then we rest a moment at the bottom
And I anguish with the strife.
Then he starts to get better
And we start back up the track.
We'll idle there for just a bit.
Before we race around and back.
I've learned that it is okay to be rude.
When you are needing something done.
Especially when others don't get it.
The don't understand what's going on.
But there are other times when I am rude
Just because I'm tired.
That is not an excuse for certain.
I am just telling the truth.
Heck there are even those days when he
Has been rude to me or others.
Those are the times that are hardest
Even though I know he doesn't mean them
Those words sting the most.
Have you ever felt the rage building?
And wondered where it will go.
Or who it is you are so mad at?
I feel that my heart is scalding.
That I am teetering on a ledge.
How easy it would be to just let go.
And fall, and fall, and fall.
But that would set everyone on edge.
So I let the rage build.
The I'll rant and rave.
And then let it go.
I have energy to save.
For another day.
The day when the roller coaster is idling
I feel the rudeness coming
Along with the rage.